I have to remember this. I have a tendency to want to hold on to people forever. And when they don't want the same, I become hurt, and react by building walls. I am grateful for the time some people gave me.
If you really loved me like you said you did, you wouldn't be in the position to have to choose someone anyways. Since your struggling to make a decision allow me to make it easy for you, pick her cause with real love you wouldn't need a choice.