I'm afraid to lose my best friend who cuts, starves herself, and believes that she is not perfect. She means a lot to me. And yes that is my worst fear, to lose her. To think that she would take her own life because of what people thought or what she believed herself to be. Which was not the truth. All my beautiful friends who are struggling, stay strong.
My heart use to drop when I thought of u w/someone else but after seeing her in your bed on the side I thought was mine I realized whoever she is or who ever u choose will never have who I fell for they only have the unhealed, broken person you've become.. & she's unfair & deceivingly heartless.. They can have u