I have a love for John like I have not experienced in my lifetime until now. I love the moments we share. He makes me laugh and understands me in a way that no one else does. He loves and accepts me for me...no pretension...I miss him the moment he pulls away and anticipate the moment we won't say goodbye anymore.
When someone shows you their true self, believe them. Don't look for the best in people and ignore red flags, or HS'S subtle guidance. Guard your heart with God as the driver. We hurt ourselves when we try to fix, or repair someone else. That's HS job alone, not yours. You're not God, it's idolatry to play God, Selah.