You're a different person now, it's just sad because I miss you a lot. Strangers can become best friends just as easy as best friends can become strangers. Friends and family members evolve over time, we all do, so this is a sad but true fact of life.
He wasn't the person who hurt me most. But he shut me out, sent me away & then wondered why I wouldn't (couldn't) come back. And I'm over him. But not quite over the pain and frustration. The wounds are still there. but i have moved on :)