I wish more people understood this.not as extreme and triggered by certain people or groups. it's the people I know that make me anxious .i am terrified to bother them and feel unwelcome and an annoyance
Fucking hate it. This has floored me today, haven't eaten, can't sleep, crying. To make this all worse every time I have an attack like this it reminds me of the pain Paul caused. It brings me back there, it smoothers me. I fucking hate that man.