she im sorry. i should have been more for you. or even less. i was too overprotective and constantly got jealous when another person would hug you and i didnt have the right to do that. you deserve better and i know that someone could make you a million tines happier than i could. im sorry. i love you and i know you will always be my first love, my first kiss, my first everything. i just know that my biggest fear is losing you. so please.. dont leave just yet.