When people look at me I feel so insecure. When they look at me I think the give me dirty looks but I might be imagining and I feel like they laugh at me and I don't understand. I even feel like my 'closest' friends hate me.
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I don't want to push you away. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
Some friends are like pennies, two faced and worthless. I could name a few but they sure the hell ain't friends no more fenelon trash! I'm clearly better than them otherwise they wouldn't need to be two faced!