And then all of a sudden she changed. She came back as a completely different person with a new mindset a new outlook and a new soul. The girl that once crawled way too much about everyone and everything no longer cared at all. Things and people change
She's learned to hold all her feelings inside until late at night, and cover her mouth with her hand so no one hears her. She's perfected her fake smile. And she's been taught - oh so painfully to build her walls up high, to keep everyone out.
I use to cry a lot because of you. But I have started to cry a lot because well going through this I lost a piece of me that I love. A piece that I only got back after staying with my family for a week. Leave my life please.
I think the hardest part of losing someone, isn't having to say goodbye, bit rather learning to live without them. Always trying to fill the void, the emptiness that's left inside your heart when they go.