I think I have resolved just to never get attached to anyone. I always seem to find a way to ruin it or mess it up or go too far. Well I'm done screwing things up with the people I care most about. Done letting the people I thought loved me leave me.
It's obvious you won't fall for me. What I can't handle is you not being my friend, or being in my life at all. Because you mean so much to me and I do think about you all the time but I doubt you think of me.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to