Moving on after an ending can be so difficult. It's one of the hardest things we go through Sometimes closure looks differently than we imagine it. Sometimes we don't get all of the answers. Sudden loss is the worst.
It aches and echoes in my mind. Its a movie reel that plays bits of dreams that will never happen, it sits on repeat and tortures me. It replays the memories and laughs in my face and whispers, you can neve have this again.