I've never had my heart broken as badly as you did. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. My heart has been beaten and battered by the man I love most in the world, and still, I can't hate you.
I miss you. It's not that I don't love you. I just can't take the pain and abuse that comes with being with you. My heart breaks every day and I cry every night when I don't see you next to me and smell you. I do miss you.