It will hurt. It will take time. It will require willpower. You will need to make healthy decisions. It requires sacrifice. You will need to push your body to its max. There will be temptation. But, I promise you, when you reach your goal, it's worth it.
Buy a mirror. Put letter stickers on it. Paint over the whole thing. Peel off stickers. (use canvas instead of mirror. Paint canvas what color you want your letters to be first, then letter stickers, paint over, peel off)