Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
Charles Bukowski is an amazing writer! "we're all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn't. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing.
So true. Awkward when your on a date and the boy treats you nice, but then talks bad about the waiter/waitress or the people at the table next to you. Not to mention I actually am that server sometimes!