Believe it or not there are people around you that do not want you to succeed. Many are not doing it for malicious reasons, more so for a personal excuse to perpetuate their laziness and acceptance of failure. You are a shining example of what hard work, perseverance, and discipline brings. You must do it to for them just as much as yourself because they need you to inspire them! People are watching to get hope because they tend to be to scared to accept the challenge and become champions.