I am all of the above. I love the rain and moon that I can feel them before they make an appearance. The night is my sanctuary and I just love thunder and lightning. Soothing >> I am a Pluviophile and a Selenophile.
The sun will rise again tomorrow, so if something didn't work out today, try again tomorrow or the day after. With chronic illnesses, fatigue and pain will often change or limit your plans. Don't worry--let it go. There's still time.