This is true. I can be the happiest person and try to make everyone else happy when I’m not myself. This is the worst habit of mine. Because this brings me down a lot. Especially when I’m nice to someone who has never been nice to me. And a lot of people think I’m annoying, and I’m trying to brush it off and be happy. But it’s really hard to. And I’m loosing all my friends. Because they’re either moving away or distant from me. And I just can’t take it anymore.