Drapetomania (Came from the slave days, and was considered a medical disease which needed curing if a slave was wanting to escape. So, metaphorically speaking, this word can be used as a noun if you feel trapped and ache for escape.
It is always the journey (the Way) and NOT the destination - so relax and enjoy - lean in, embrace. - Ginn You will get there when you are meant to get there and not one moment sooner. So relax, breathe, and be patient.