I'm so done...I'm never going to be the old me..life is just hating on me...the words of people echo around in my head...and I wonder why?..why me?!.. Why'd they pick me to talk down to like I'm some little infant?!..why?! And...why don't I feel comfortable around..my friends anymore...why do I keep showing them my fake smile?...and my fake emotions...why?!..