this is depression. The darkness hides everywhere. You think its being kept at bay, but like a hugh ocean wave calmly creeping in we're suddenly engulfed and drowning. Its caught you with your with your guard down and your heart cant find the will to fight any longer. Shall I attempt to once again climb out or embrace the comfort of the darkness. will our loved ones be there to welcome us on the other side, will they know we're coming. or will we be alone once again.