I’m hurting and screaming and no one even notices, no one has even bothered to ask how I’m truly doing! I hate feeling utterly weak! I hate feeling like this. I don’t want to fight anymore, I’m just too tired.
I'll never get nor do I ever want an apology for what he did to me. I now see the whole picture and how I am his excuse for all his horrible life choices. God knows the truth and so do I. Easier to blame someone else than take responsibility for your own actions. He does owe his children a huge apology for walking out of their lives and refusing to do anything for them...although I'm sure that's my fault too somehow
Essie berry naughty and good as gold - apply 2 coats of berry naughty. - using good as gold at the nail tip, sweep on a horizontal arc from left side to center. repeat from opposite side to create a french tip.