I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
I really feel this way because its hard for me take on the day when I can barely function mentally( not depressed, but loosing my thoughts) can barely stand up straight, this makes me just want to go to sleep and hopefully escape some of the agony.
Someone from New York, New York, US posted a whisper in the group Mental Disorders , which reads "I worry my depression and anxiety are always going to keep me from being the person I dreamed of becoming.
It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.