I'm worthless, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm jealous, I'm over emotional, everything a guy wouldn't want. It's no wonder why I get cheated on, but I'm so deep in depression I don't even have enough fight left in me to change all of that. The weight thing, no problem. I just don't eat. I can't anymore. I'm so far gone at this point, just smiling takes everything in me to do it.