max|| why was I such a fuck up? why was I so damn stupid!? I sigh and try my best to hold back tears. I couldn't deal with life anymore... all my friends were gone... sam wouldn't talk to me. hell, cate is probably pissed at me for living. I had no one... i sniffle and wipe away tears as I continue sketching. "every little thing, is gonna be alright..." I sing quietly then burst into tears.