People encourage me. They tell me to "stay strong" and things will get better. That I'll overcome this eventually. But I can't "stay strong" when I never was strong. I'm not strong. I'm just good at faking it. Even to those I'm suppose to be honest with. And I'll overcome? Yeah I doubt it. I don't even care. I'm not even trying to recover. It doesn't matter to me anymore. But no one knows that.