unknown to those who do not know them well - they hold themselves to an even higher standard than they do others - which is nothing less than the standard of perfection and internalize failure in a deep and hidden way." This me!
"They say before you start a war you better know what you for. Well, you are all that I adore. If love is what you need a soldier I will beeeee. I am an angel with a shotgun, fighting till the war's won. I don't care if heaven won't take me back.