Very powerful, to be melded with your paradigm my luv! Yes I can see this. But emotionally hard to do. I don't do well with endings. In many cases you don't have to end, just allow them to float away baby.
Take time to do what makes your soul happy.tapping into that part of you will nourish all other aspects of your life. Take the time. Revel in that time. And remember that time when not able to take that time ;D