If you don't like where you are, move. You are not a tree. Funny but true. :) It's time to get out of your comfort zone , move on. Start being you , change is due . The second part of your life is waiting for you 🚙💨❤️
You don't want to be fake and meet the wrong people/relationships. If you are yourself you will connect with the right personality and things work out better. If you start lying about yourself and making shit up, it just doesn't work.