I vowed to you once, that once I had moved on, I would never look back. Getting there took longer that I hoped. But when I got there, I was true to my word. I am proud I got past that betrayal and the universe you pulled out from beneath my feet.
You didnt love her. You just didnt want o be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just food for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.