And I'm trying to steer clear of anywhere you might be, i don't want to, it hurts me and it's hard not ever seeing you, but I don't want to make anything hard for you. I miss your face, i miss your smile. I love you!
If I don't eat I'll feel better. If I run the few calories I do eat off, I'll feel better. I'll feel better because I am paying some kind of price for not being a good wife, or a good person. How screwed up is that.