If only you knew. how much my heart flutters when I see you walking down the hallways. If only you knew how much my mind races when you say six words to me. If only you knew how much my brain thinks when I imagine myself with anyone but you !
It hurts, no one can understand how you really feel. We hide our pain, put on a brace face and carry on. Being strong is hard especially for long periods of time, coping on your own. I feel the pain of others, I really do.
Lessons learned long ago from my first marriage I loved too hard for the wrong person but .the road that got me to where I am today. Without that experience, though, I wouldn't be nearly the person I am now.