Sorry for the language, I hate that you are going home to him right now. I hate that he doesn't appreciate you. I hate that I ask you about us and it goes unanswered. I hate that I feel like you only talk to me when you need me to do something.
I'll always have that hole in my heart. But I died a quick death. The kids, our parents, our entire families and God were desecrated and that is what really rips my heart out.How can that be simply forgotten?
I feel lonely every single day of my life but I'm ashamed to admit that to the people who love me.Because sometimes being lonely is just who you are. Learn to fill your loneliness with holiness instead of fear.
Don't let panic and loneliness cause you to say yes to SOMEONE when everything within you is telling you NO. You were second choice that is what was told to me, your not the one he wanted, it was the other chic, but he settled for your slutty ass instead.